take my breath away

many years have i thought
i will tell of another one
other than me and outside of me
but closer than the soul she
lives inside where i long to be
and i look and i look
but i cant see
because love is blind
and i think
what is this love which flies
in the face of hate
that wont let me find
or let me know
once for all if 
it really is and just so
but i understand too
that if really it lies
between us in bed and
betwixt us in arms
and works only in 
invisible charms
there will after all
be little harm done
to have not ever had
set my eyes on love
because it is most urgent
when i have my eyes closed
and she has her hands
in my pants

hahaha. mama i can shed copious tears of joy for you. 
12 years on, i have you by your balls xxx