Empire state of mind

Hope against hope

This year will be a break, a rupture to severe all of myself, who I am and what I can be. I will not be bogged down by what I am but find freedom in seamlessness. To be not exactly who you want to be but exactly what you can't be. Not a negative affirmation but a negation of all that seems true and holy in oneself. Bye Bye Miss Amercian Pie.

Losing it

Crazy you, crazy I
Crazy when the days go by

Crazy you, crazy I
Crazy together in a world gone wild

Crazy you, crazy I
Crazy as the 'tandav' engulfing life

Crazy you, crazy I
Crazy be the only way to survive

truth as on 22.03.10

Truth 1: Work teaches you how to be tenacious, to burn your fingers sore. Only this time I have burnt my fingers to the point it pains no more.

What do I want more than anything else in this world?

Peace of mind, tranquility of being, happiness of self--all that takes to make a lifetime of possibility.

For Bouji

I want to be 90 till I die. This is my prayer for life. I am going to be 90 till I die. This is the swansong of my life. I am 90 and very much alive.

Metamorphisis

In my present avatar, I'm a solid wodden desk.

office office office office.....
work work work work work.............
boss boss boss boss boss boss................
quit quit quit quit quit quit quit quit quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God give me strength to get myself out from where I am.

Unanswered Prayers

I desperately want a beautiful chanderi sari with batik prints on it. The desire to own this sari is veering on obsession. Unfortunately when you're as broke as me in the first week of the month, there is little else to do but hope. Mommy are you listening?